Chapter 200 – Shame on Yourself
Wen Li’s cell phone screen suddenly lit up, and then looking at the phone’s call screen, the call ended.
Xiao Cheng finished his last sentence and quickly pressed the red button to end the call.
His straight and slender posture stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, his eyes fell on the light-lit pavement, his angular face was soft, and he did not know what he thought of, but he smiled in a low voice, and the teardrops that glistened in the corners of his eyes slid down his cheeks.
Xiao Cheng has been sealed for a long time of memory, suddenly in this moment one by one remember, present in his memory mind.
Once Wen Li begged him to send a promotion gift to her, he was impatient with her and agreed to give her a gift.
Afterwards, a friend asked him to play ball, he put it behind him and forgot to prepare a gift for Wen Li’s promotion, and on the way back from the ball, he saw her under a street lamp outside Xiao’s villa, foolishly looking up and smiling at the street lamp.
A pink saree fluttered up under the slightly cool autumn wind, matched with the sweet smile on her pink and delicate little face, as if it were a flash of starlight in the rolling river of stars dazzling brilliance.
Holding the basketball in his arms, covering the frantic throbbing place, he stepped slowly to her side.
His quiet arrival made Wen Li, who was foolishly smiling at the streetlight, so frightened that she ran headlong into the pole of the streetlight.
Wen Li covered her aching forehead with both hands, and glared at him with grudging little eyes, complaining why he walked without a sound, scaring her.
Once the pain in her forehead had passed, she immediately changed to a smiling face and asked with a smile if he had prepared her promotion gift, could she ask him for it tonight?
At this point, he realized that he had forgotten to prepare a gift for her, he appeared to be calm and relaxed, but inwardly actually chagrined.
He asked her what kind of gift she would like, he could give it to her now.
Wen Li smiles back at him, she wants a sweet kiss, give it?
In fact, she was joking with him to alleviate his dilemma of not having prepared a gift, and he was perfectly capable of rejecting her.
Wen Li had been rejected so many times that she naturally didn’t care about this rejection.
Xiao Cheng knew she was joking, but took it seriously this time.
He reached over his slender waist and wrapped the person in his arms, the sweet fruity scent sneaked into his nostrils, and his slightly cool thin lips touched the pink red lips, depicting picture after picture of a wonderfully vivid melody.
That was the first time he was moved by Wen Li’s heart.
Before that, Xiao Cheng had not thought that the little tail following behind would become the signal of his heartbeat, illuminating the only starlight in the dark night.
Xiao Cheng retracted his eyes, pushed open the glass door of the balcony, his slender fingers gently pulled up the cork of the red wine bottle on the wooden table, mellow red wine poured into a tall glass, he tilted his head and drank it all in one go, and let out a bitter smile.
When he was young, his parents were not by his side, his grandfather raised him alone, he has always been indifferent to feelings like water, but never thought that one day his heart would beat for a long time for which he could not sleep at night.
Slowly, he drank half of the red wine in the bottle, his face flushed, his left hand gripped the armrests of the wooden chair, his right hand picked up the bottle of red wine and kept pouring it down.
Grandpa since childhood on his strict requirements, all kinds of proficiency, never make a mistake, he lived in his grandfather’s manipulation, can not do things by their own nature, gradually he learned to disguise their emotions, wearing a mask of disguise.
Until one day, his grandfather took the liberty of arranging his engagement with Wen Li, Xiao Cheng was disgusted with his grandfather’s interference, he hated all the things his grandfather had arranged for him, and in the end, he had to arrange his own marriage.
He hated all the things his grandfather had arranged for him, and in the end, he had to arrange his own marriage.
Around that time, he slowly moved away from Wen Li, becoming no longer him, cold and indifferent, never caring to greet her.
Xiao Cheng tilted his head and poured in the red wine because he drank too quickly, the mellow red wine spilled out along the corners of his lips, dripping down on the white shirt, staining it red.
He couldn’t recall for what reason he had pushed Wen Li away, because of his grandfather’s arbitrary interference, requiring him to marry Wen Li and establish business ties.
Or was it because Wen Li’s pestering caused him to become more and more suffocated, and did not match the centrifugal her in his memories.
Whichever it was, or both, he could no longer tell the difference, the alcohol trapping his consciousness too firmly to think.
All he knew was that he regretted it now, and only hated that he should not have pushed her away, that he should have allowed a beating heart to express its deep love for her, to cradle her in his arms and tell her that the starlight was a guide, and that she was the direction of that guide.
Where she was, he would never lose his way.
Quickly, the bottle of red wine was drained and he stood up with one strong hand on the arm of the couch and walked towards the interior.
Under the large floor-to-ceiling windows, there was a woolen blanket, and the black cell phone on it kept vibrating until the other party hung up.
Xiao Cheng’s drunkenness came up, making him unable to distinguish the direction, and relying only on the sound of his cell phone vibrating, he stumbled over to one of the wool blankets in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
He unlocked the screen of his cell phone, the interface at the top of the screen stayed in the call bar, he pressed the first call record and called back, he wanted to tell her the reason, to tell her that love is never one-way but two-way.
Xiao Cheng handsome face lines soft, voice hoarse to the phone microphone to express his heart, “A Li …… I know that now no matter what you do, you will not return to my side, I know I am sorry for you, from the time you entered the Royal River Entertainment saw me undressed, I have long been aware that you wouldn’t come back to me, wouldn’t be willing to look at me one more time.”
The person who answered on the other end of the phone showed embarrassment and wanted to explain, “Mr. Xiao, I’m not ……”
Xiao Cheng did not allow the other party to refuse in the slightest, “Don’t make a sound, listen to me finish.”
The person on the other end of the phone closed his mouth at once and listened to what he said quietly.
“I know where my own mistakes, the reason why I have been reluctant to admit, only with you to explain that it was an accident, in fact, from beginning to end is that I have not been able to believe that the main character of that accidental love mess is me, I do not want to believe that our relationship can never return to the past …… no longer look like the same as before .”
“The material compensation I gave An Qinglien was because I wanted to make up for that mistake, to fill in the mistakes that happened in the accidental love affair, the reason why I’ve been reluctant to compensate you was because I hoped that you would be able to turn around and look at me again, to give me a new chance to repair the relationship between us.”
“I hadn’t thought about the day you left, the lack of fun in my life, how torturous it was to be without you to haunt me, and how I didn’t want to stay a moment longer.”
“Ah Li I beg you, come back to my side, okay?”
“Ah Li give me another chance, okay?”