Chapter 1

How bitter is a woman who can’t give birth to a child?

Last night, Lin Minjun drank a tonic that is said to cure a woman’s inability to have a child, and then vomited half the night, lying in bed and not squinting for a long time, and was woken up by her husband Lu Deping

Lu Deping’s mother did not know where to find out that Mengzi has an old Miao doctor, specializing in infertility, the day is not yet dawn on the numerous phone calls, making a fuss to let them go to see the two couples

Lin Minjun vomited half the night was uncomfortable, the wind blew headache began again

The newly listed Passat sped on the highway, Lin Minjun sitting in the back seat, Lu Deping in front of the car, the two did not say half a word on the way

The wind whistled, Lin Minjun headache, suddenly opened his lips and said, “De Ping, let’s go home, I do not want to go”

Lu Deping’s foot continued to step on the gas, his tone was gentle, but his attitude was tough

“Bear with me, I’ll drive, you sleep in the back, okay?”

Lin Minjun didn’t say anything

Lu Deping then sighed and moved the mountain of his parents, “This time it was my mom who asked her old classmates to inquire, if we don’t go, the old couple won’t know how disappointed they’ll be, and relatives will have to gossip behind their backs during the New Year’s Eve”

He eased his tone, and said, “house, car, money, what others have we have, what others do not have, we also have, the previous group of people do not know how much envy you, this life is not lacking anything, just lack of a child, endure a little more, okay?”

Following her husband’s words, Lin Minjun began to recall her own life

At the age of twenty-two, when the youth returned to the city, she was a country girl who followed her husband back to the capital and married into a courtyard

After marriage, her husband took advantage of the spring breeze of reform and opening up, and suddenly made a fortune doing business, and she also became a rich wife with no worries about food and drink

Although later found out that infertility, her mother-in-law’s family or to her peacefully, encouraging her to take injections and medication to see a doctor, but also did a test tube

At the beginning of the science, looking for the capital hospital to see, and then began to look around for a child’s prescription, to say a ridiculous words, but also find people jumped over the big God

Everyone heard, said the woman who could not give birth to a child generally have long been the in-laws dumped, but the Lu family did not, but also encouraged her to tolerate, is the Lu family benevolence, the mother-in-law and her husband benevolence, but also boasted that her life is good, the sparrow climbed up a high branch, fell into the blessing of the nest nest

Yes, in the eyes of outsiders, she did live a life of scenery and smooth

But only Lin Minjun knows that her life has long been ruined, as early as the day she found out that she was infertile

Injections, pills, surgery, test tubes, twenty years of seeking children has broken her body, and made her inhuman

When she thought about it, she only felt a blockage in her heart, blocking her breath

With her head leaning against the car window, Lin Minjun closed her eyes and whispered, “De Ping, let’s divorce”

“What are you talking about, divorce? I don’t agree! Strongly disagree!” Lu Deping said without hesitation, his voice fierce, “We have a good relationship, why should we divorce!”

After saying the word divorce, the feeling of being blocked in the heart suddenly eased a lot, Lin Minjun opened her eyes and persuaded him in turn, “It’s not too late for you to get divorced from me, find a woman who can give birth to a child, and then have another child, then you won’t be short of anything, and both of us will be free”

In Lin Minjun’s opinion, this is the best way, but Lu Deping actually got more agitated and smashed the steering wheel, “This is not freedom, you want to get rid of me, don’t you? You don’t want to live with me anymore, do you? It’s not just to go to the doctor and beg for a child, just as a relief to my mom’s heart, why can’t you put up with it?”

The backseat did not move, he turned his head to look at his wife, would have liked to continue to quarrel, suddenly saw his wife as a dead gray eyes, as if there is no emotion, people are still here, the heart is no longer there

Lu Deping inexplicably came to a wave of panic, he did not want to divorce, he was scared, “then we do not want the child, not divorce okay? Let’s not go, I will take you home now, do not give birth to ”

He said while subconsciously hitting the steering wheel

“There are words to go back and say, Lu Deping you look at the road, look at the road ah!” Lin Minjun shouted with a crying voice

Bang!

The speeding Passat crashed into another car with a loud bang, flung to the side of the road, and Lin Minjun followed and slammed forward hard

A sharp pain came over as if it was going to tear her apart, this was lifeless

Before she died, Lin Minjun only felt regret, so dead, wasted youth

If I could do it all over again, I wouldn’t marry or have children

Clunk!

Lin Minjun was woken up by a sound of knocking on the car window, she knew that she was in a car accident, she should not be dead, it would be the police knocking on the car window

But when she opened her eyes, she realized something was wrong

She was in a moving train, or one of those old green trains

The people knocking on the windows weren’t police, they were a group of young people dressed in lime green, and they weren’t knocking on the windows of the Passat, they were knocking on the windows of the train

Lin Minjun slowly propped up her upper body, her hearing returned, and she heard the group of young people crying and shouting, “Capital, I’m finally back, I’m home”

“Capital! Capital”

Shouting while banging on the glass, their eyes greedily gazing at everything skimming outside the window

Lin Minjun also followed their gazes to look outside the train, the scenery was rapidly regressing, all that could be seen were farmlands, short dwellings, and people on the road who were also dressed in dusty clothes

But the capital, obviously not like this ah!

At this time Lin Minjun drew another breath, she realized that almost all the people lying on the window she knew, these are old friends, when she returned to the capital from Qujing together with the youths, everyone’s appearance has changed, they have become young

The closest to her is Shen Hongyu, her memory of Shen Hongyu has almost fifty, always like to inject into the face of what is called uric acid things, so that the face pitted and oily, old friends say that her face is like a steamed bread

But she looked at the side of Shen Hongyu, although there is no smile on the face, but there are no wrinkles, clearly is the appearance of the twenties

Her life, really starting over?

Lin Minjun still thought she was dreaming, but it was so real that she couldn’t help but have expectations

Pulling Shen Hongyu’s hand, Lin Minjun opened her mouth and asked, “Sister Hongyu, what time is it now?”

Shen Hongyu was in a daze and didn’t say anything, but the youths next to her turned their heads, wiped their tears, and said with a smile, “Little Ajun, you slept silly! It’s now more than six o’clock in the afternoon, the sky is almost dark, this batch of youths returning to the city will soon arrive at the capital!” At the end of the sentence, this person’s tone was almost flying

Returning to the city, youths

One word after another broke into Lin Minjun’s ears, and she was shocked and delighted in her heart, the great return of the intellectual youth to the city was something that happened when she was young, and the name of Little Ajun, only when she was young did someone call her that

Viciously pinched herself, the pain immediately came, to this point Lin Minjun dared to believe that she was really reborn, back in the old days

She went back to 1981! Together with her husband, she was on this return trip from Qujing in Yunnan back to the capital!

A whistling whistle sounded, the train was about to arrive at the station

From afar, someone squeezed over from another carriage, “Minjun, Minjun, the train is arriving, come home with me”

It was her husband from a previous life, Lu Deping

In a group of young people wearing old-fashioned military uniforms, Lu Deping was dressed in a white shirt, gentle and handsome, he carried a lime green backpack, and came over to shake Lin Minjun’s hand, “Come on, go home with me, and when we stabilize, we’ll get a license and get married”

The moment he said this, one of the youths in the carriage, counting one, all looked unnatural

In her last life, Lin Minjun was so focused on Lu Deping that she didn’t pay attention to the reactions of the people around her, but she came back to life and realized that some things had already been revealed