Chapter 73

The current Aonashi is surviving on the false memories of happiness she had before she turned six.

After the age of six, she lost her mother, and her father was dead in name only.

Holding on until the age of eighteen, she met Yue Zhi, and then she knew her own life, not only no longer have a mother, thought to be her father’s people also have nothing to do with her at all, but only one of the murderers who killed her mother.

Who was she, what was her mother’s name, where did she come from, why didn’t her father come to her, and what happened between her parents?

Just like every orphan in the world, she didn’t say anything, but in her heart, she longed to be able to figure out all these questions.

Liang Jin once said that if she couldn’t find out the truth of that year even with Yue Zhi by her side, then no one in the world would be able to help her.

She thought the same way, and believed in it.

Yue Zhi did, he found her mother’s hometown, her grandparents, but they did not want to see her, more do not want her granddaughter.

She was very sad at that time, but also in the heart to comfort themselves, it’s okay, grandparents of the idea is not incomprehensible, Yue Zhi is still there, will help her find her father, she can still have relatives.

He also determined the true identity of her father Valiant Jing, but after that there is no news.

But today she realized that all is a lie, even her phone can be controlled, and what can not be controlled?

Her favorite person, she is even willing to give up her life for the person, mouth said love her words, but the hand will be sharp blade a hand in her heart, the pain she hated can not be in four years ago on the death.

If only we hadn’t met in the first place ……

Although she was disappointed and angry about Singhota’s matter, she felt that she was also at fault, she shouldn’t have concealed Yue Zhi and Singhota’s secret actions, Yue Zhi’s controlling nature caused her to have a seizure over it.

But who should she blame for this matter, should she also blame herself for not letting Yue Zhi help in the first place, for trusting him too much?

“The current head of the Yeager family is your cousin who was adopted from the side branch, there are many properties and stocks under your father’s name, basically all of them are frozen, if you go back, you will be able to legally inherit your father’s property, which is very favorable to the development of the Yeager family, he should want to cooperate with you to let you inherit the property, and then fulfill the marriage contract, in a word, for him you go back There are many benefits.”

Qing Li’s tears were still pouring out, staining her face and leaving a dark mark on her lapel, her entire being became an empty shell, her soul and body ached to the point of separation, her soul cried out vocally and bitterly as if it was going to drown her, but her body sat still unable to make a single expression to cope with her emotions, holding her cell phone up stiffly, still listening to Lance’s words.

“But the previous head of the family, that is, your grandfather, he is a very extreme bloodline theorist, he can lock up his own son for decades, he definitely doesn’t want you to go back, and he is not willing to recognize your existence, this point coincides with Yue Zhi, Yue Zhi should be the one who is in direct contact with him, he exerted pressure, and your cousin couldn’t do anything about it for a while, and your father was also transferred by him, and I have yet to found his new place.”

“Hello? You give some reaction ah, you will not love brain think he this is too much love for you, right? Of course I can’t argue with you if you want to say it’s love, but this kind of love is too horrible and too monstrous ah, hello? Aonashi?!”

Singhota looked at Qingli, lowered his eyes to hide the heartache and guilt in his eyes, sat up and took the cell phone from her hand, “She’s not in a good mood right now, we’ll talk about it in more detail later, I’ll sneakily hide the cell phone in the hospital, and the opportunity is right to let her contact you …… In addition to believing in me, there’s no other way for you to do it, and if there’s something you can Send a message, I will tell her.” After saying this, he didn’t care about the yelling Lance, so he hung up the phone first.

He sighed as he looked at the expressionless but couldn’t stop her tears in front of him, pulling a tissue to help her wipe her tears, but instead, a finger poked at the corner of her eye, irritating her so much that she fluttered her eyelashes and closed her eyes, shedding more tears and making her gray eyes look like a rough stone sinking to the bottom of a river, devoid of any expression.

Singota’s fingers curled for a moment as he restrained himself from rubbing the corner of Aonashi’s forehead, dropping his hand somewhat at a loss for words.

In front of him, Qingli seemed like a piece of colorful sculpture that had been placed in the desert to dry out and turn grey, lifeless, if there was no chair back to support her, she would have fallen to her knees, he opened his mouth, but in the end he said nothing, and quietly stayed with her.

After a long time, it was Qing Li who opened her mouth first, her tone was calm, tears welled up into her lips, making her words sour and bitter as well, “It’s his birthday in a few days, before I went to Cameroon, I went to the store to customize a ring.”

She rubbed her engagement ring on her left hand blankly, “I heard people say that rings are meant to be given to each other, so I thought I’d get one for him, and I even engraved his and my initials and a love heart in the band, it’s pretty corny, but I think he’ll like it.”

Aonashi’s voice began to tremble and became hoarse, “I even thought about his reaction when he received the ring.”

Now it was impossible to give it away again in any way, and she even wanted to take this ring off her hand.

“He’ll be happy.” Singhota whispered, even if he didn’t want to, he had to admit that even with the excesses and deceptions, Yue Zhi’s feelings for Qing Li were real, but love could not be cemented with deception.

It was already completely dark, Qing Li looked at her cell phone where Yue Zhi had made several missed calls, propped herself up on the edge of the bed and slowly stood up, “I should go.” She said in a muffled voice.

Singhota looked at her, “Go where?”

Qing Li shook his head and didn’t say anything, he wouldn’t tell Singota, he wouldn’t tell anyone, whatever happened after that, it would be her alone, she wouldn’t involve anyone else anymore.

“Qing Li, don’t be impulsive.” Singhota wanted to advise her, but stopped before he finished his words.

Because Qing Li raised her hand and touched his head, “Goodbye, Singota, I won’t come over again.” After saying that she took the cell phone in Singota’s hand and turned to leave.

Her shadow was dim under the brightly lit corridors of the hospital, gilded by incandescent lights with a cold hue, nothing else but her and her shadow.

Downstairs in the hospital, she met Yue Zhi who had found his way to the hospital because he couldn’t contact her.

Yue Zhi was relieved to see her, took her hand and asked, “What happened, why don’t you answer the phone, do you know how worried I am?”

“Worried about what?” Qing Li looked up at him.

Yue Zhi choked, his tone softened, “Li Chaoke didn’t get his way this time, maybe he will be annoyed and go crazy again, I am afraid that he will be unfavorable to you.”

Qing Li looked at him deeply, as if she wanted to distinguish the truth of this sentence, but Yue Qi was too gentle, his eyes were too affectionate, and just like every day in the past, she couldn’t see anything but love.

“Go back, I’m so tired.” She leaned into Yue Zhi’s arms and said.

Yue Zhi’s eyebrows jumped a little, his heart beat a few minutes faster, for so many days, this was the first time Qing Li had shown her goodwill and softness, he had almost forgotten this feeling, it was even more beautiful than in his memories.

“Well, we’ll go back here.” Yue Zhi embraced Qing Li and got into the car.

Back at the manor, Qing Li did not return to her room either, but took the initiative to follow Yue Zhi up to the third floor.

Yue Zhi once again embraced her into his arms and kissed her forehead several times, “As soon as Xingota gets better, you’re treating me better too, he’s so important, I’ll be jealous.”

“I’m not going to the hospital starting tomorrow.” Aonashi said.

“Really? Why.” Yue Zhi had been sitting on the sofa with his arms around her, his back straightened at his words and he looked down to see her face.

Qing Li closed her eyes and pressed her face against his chest to avoid his probing eyes, “Didn’t you say that it’s useless for me to go, I think it’s quite right, just have him rehabbed properly afterward.”

“Then rest well at home.” Yue Zhi was in a good mood, circling Qing Li’s hair.

“In a few days it will be your thirty-fourth birthday, do you have any wishes?” Qing Li suddenly asked.

She had actually given Yue Zhi a lot of things, as long as she wanted to, she didn’t need colorful things like birthdays or holidays to give them away, and her perception of value was a bit strange because of her lack of knowledge of social rules, the expensive ones included a watch that cost hundreds of thousands of dollars, and the cheaper ones even included a piece of target paper for shooting practice that she had scored the best on.

“If you don’t say it, I’ve forgotten, when the time comes, just spend it at the base and forget about it, just call everyone from the base and have a party.” Yue Zhi said and thought about it, smiled and said, “If you make a wish, then let’s hope that on my thirty-fifth birthday next year, you can become Mrs. Yue.”

He pushed Qing Li away a little, his eyes expectant, “What do you think?”

Qing Li looked at the handsome and gentle face in front of her, tracing his eyebrows with her hand like he was used to, her heart ached so much that it was hard to breathe, as if she had been stabbed through her lungs with a knife, and every time she breathed in, gurgling blood gushed out.

She wanted to say that birthday wishes never come true, but she finally just leaned down and kissed Yue Zhi’s lips.

When love was no longer pure and clear, muddy desires could also bring men and women together.

Qing Li didn’t leave the manor for the following days, she saw Yue Zhi off to work every day and then waited at the gate for the other party to get off work.

She also didn’t go to the base to train, as if she had entered a period of laziness, she stayed in her room every day, and occasionally went to the garden, she also went to the botanical gardens twice, just to look at those pear trees, but the pear blossoms still hadn’t bloomed.

Yue Zhi naturally noticed his difference, but before Liang Jin said that the □□ matter had caused her a great psychological shadow, he felt that maybe it was because of this, so he didn’t ask more questions.

August 15th, Yue Zhi’s thirty-fourth birthday, Yue’s official website sent out blessings, the company sent out benefits, he didn’t have a big party like last year’s engagement banquet, according to the original plan in the manor opened a small party.

Everyone sent their own gifts, the expensive ones are watches and jewelry, and the others are some one-size-fits-all things, for example, Blackie sent him a vase of several thousand dollars with several ostrich feathers inserted inside, which he jacked with his own hands when he went to Africa.

Yue Zhi didn’t care about the value, and very happily had it set up in the living room, and after partying until nearly midnight, he wrapped his arms around Qing Li and went back to his room first.

“Ah Li, my gift.” He reached out to ask for it, his tone expectant, his face a little flushed, not like his usual steady self, obviously a little slightly drunk.

Qing Li pointed to the coffee table, “Over there.”

Yue Zhi turned his head, saw that huge package froze, “This is ……”

“Open it and see.” Qing Li’s tone was flat.

Yue Zhi rolled up his sleeves, sat in front of the sofa and tore open the wrapping paper of the gift, in fact, looking at the shape, he could also guess that it was a painting, after opening it, it was indeed a painting, a landscape painting, under the rolling green mountains was the woods in full bloom of white flowers, the breeze blew, the white petals flew in the sky like snow.

“China’s young painter Ju Lan’s work, in Singapore National Art Museum exhibition, I specially went to buy back, above the painting is pear flowers.” Qing Li explained, “Do you like it?”

But Yue Zhi knew that what she was originally going to give wasn’t this, he knew that she had customized a ring, he had thought that he would receive it tonight, but he didn’t expect it to turn out to be a painting.

Unable to say whether it was disappointment or anger at being teased, he placed the painting back on the table and forced a smile, “I like it, I’ll find someone to hang it up tomorrow.”

The sweet coziness that was thought to come did not come, the two of them lay on the bed without anyone saying anything, and proceeded to fall asleep from the wine.

The next day, Qing Li took the initiative to accompany Yue Zhi to work, Yue Zhi looked at the exasperating painting, his mood got better again.

“Do you know what that painting is called?” Qing Li asked.

“What?”

“Leaving.”

“Pear?”

Green Pear looked at him and smiled, not saying anything else.

At three o’clock in the afternoon, she got up and went outside, “I’m going to buy milk tea, want some?”

Yue Zhi shook his head no as usual, “Come back early.”

Qingli nodded and then never came back.