Chapter 53

That day, Shen Xinrui hissed and shouted, finally stayed Lai Yuanhang’s footsteps, his trembling body turned around and hugged her, hissed in her ears and repeated one after another.

“Rui Rui, I don’t want anything, I just want you,I just want you ……”

For the first time, Li Yuanhang for the first time so directly to their own only vulnerable to show. He is so strong a person, can use almost pleading tone to say such words, for Shen Xinrui, as if the stars in the sky are falling in their own arms, each one is shining with unparalleled love.

Shen Xinrui held Li Yuanhang finally responded to the love, holding him, the whole person is immersed in the sea of love. Only she forgot, the stars fall, the sky is left only that round of cold moon, as Mu Yunsheng.

He was hurt, he did not say.

He hurts, he doesn’t say.

What he endured, he doesn’t say.

He is sad and grieving, he does not say.

Mu Yunsheng had too many things he didn’t say, and didn’t even show them in the slightest. His coolness is the moon in the sky, when the stars are full, he radiates a faint light, silently exists, guards; when the stars are dim, he still radiates a faint light, silently exists, guards. Not as dazzling as the sun, not as bright and shining as the stars, he has always been the cool and soft moon, quietly staying there, guarding everyone.

Shen Xinrui saw the dazzling eyes of the sun, picked up the bright sparkle of the stars, happy and happy immersed in it. She forgot about the moon’s guardianship, the moon’s dedication, and the moon’s sacrifice. She forgot everything and only remembered Li Yuanhang.

The bright moon was still as quiet and warm as jade hanging, continuing to emit a faint moonlight, silently existing and guarding.

Mu Yunsheng in the whole story, playing the role is that for Shen Xinrui to pay the sacrifice, but can not get her love role.

Love does not exist, more can not be forced, Mu Yunsheng know Shen Xinrui love is Lai Yuanhang, also know that the other side also deeply love her. They would have been childhood sweethearts, and he, but this story is just a passer-by, stopping, for the injured Shen Xinrui hold up the sky without Li Yuanhang.

When Li Yuanhang came back, Mu Yunsheng did not know whether he should continue to stay, just that he was very tired, in the bloody storm in the life, very much want to find a place, quiet to the end.

So ……

Want to stay in a place with trillium, want to stay in a place with her figure.

Finally, just this once, let it be.

He could not see, as if she was still there.

The three main characters continue to be entangled in the whirlpool of love. One doesn’t care, one puts everything on the line, and the remaining one deceives himself and others.

The word love is the most hurtful since ancient times.

Ever since Shen Xinrui came back from the flower cultivation site, she went over there every other day, and even stayed there for several days in a row, the number of times she went home became less and less.

Mu Yunsheng wasn’t a fool, of course he could guess the reason, so he said to Shen Xinrui one afternoon, “You’re together, aren’t you.”

Obviously a question, Mu Yunsheng faintly said it as an affirmation. Shen Xinrui was stunned by his sudden sentence, and after a half a second, she grabbed the corner of her coat and nodded silently, she didn’t want to lie to Yunsheng, and even more so, she didn’t want to hurt him. But Li Yuanhang, she was so afraid that he would disappear again. Lost his news of the three months, she every day like a year, sleep and food is difficult to peace of mind, as if the soul has disappeared. Midnight dreaming, often woke up in a cold sweat, so she understood, no matter how to make a decision, her heart will still be uncontrollable want to him, read him, love him ……

After thinking about it, Shen Xinrui looked up at Mu Yunsheng apologetically, and mumbled, “Yunsheng, I’m sorry.”

Mu Yunsheng listened quietly, slightly lifting his chin, his eyes under his bangs gently turning. After a long time of silence, he faintly opened his mouth and said, “Xinrui, I don’t like it here, and want to …… stay with you all the time.”

Some meaning is not clear words, heard Shen Xinrui violently wide-eyed dismayed look at Mu Yuncheng, she then realized that his dark as ink eyes are lifeless, pupils a dead, unfocused gaze, do not know where to fall.

Looking at Mu Yunsheng’s blank and despondent face, Shen Xinrui realized that he had lost a lot, a lot of weight, and his face was pale beyond words. It was different from the past facial paralysis, the Mu Yunsheng at this moment, made her think of someone who was going to die for no reason, the light that belonged to his life, was dimming little by little, as if in the next second, he would disappear, such a situation was so frightening to see Shen Xinrui that she couldn’t help but reach out and pull his hand.

“Yunsheng, you ……” Shen Xinrui froze and opened her mouth, with a startled and uncertain heart reached out and shook her hand in front of his eyes.

Mu Yunsheng sat quietly, his beautiful eyes unblinking, unresponsive to Shen Xinrui’s actions.

“Your eyes ……” Shen Xinrui stared at her eyes shocked beyond measure, she couldn’t imagine that Mu Yunsheng actually couldn’t see.

Unable to accept the fact that Mu Yunsheng couldn’t see, Shen Xinrui stood up suddenly and shouted, “What’s going on? Why are your eyes blind!!!”

Mu Yunsheng followed and stood up, he reached out and groped in the air, wanting to hold Shen Xinrui’s shoulders, just like many times before, to appease her agitated mood. But he couldn’t see now, so there was no way to touch her in the first place, and he could only frown as he reached out and groped. Seeing him like this, Shen Xinrui’s heart ached even more, and she couldn’t help but let out a cry, reaching out to meet him.

“Why? Yunsheng, why are your eyes blind? Why ……”

Shen Xinrui cried, her body shaking beyond recognition.

Mu Yunsheng quietly hugged her, as calm as ever.

“Xinrui, don’t cry.”

Four words that were too familiar, how many times Mu Yunsheng had said them, Shen Xinrui couldn’t count. It was just that for the first time, when he said this, she was still crying, not calming her agitation under his reassuring tone like before.

“Yunsheng …… oooh, have you been like this for a long time and never told me. From the day I came back I realized that you were not right, I didn’t think much about it at that time, I just thought that you were injured and not healed, I didn’t think …… oooooh …… I didn’t think that your eyes …… ”

Shen Xinrui whimpered and buried in Mu Yunsheng’s arms and cried bitterly, the latter reached out and gently patted her back to comfort her, and waited until her cries became weaker before she opened her mouth.

“I’m fine, don’t cry.”

Still this calm, still only thinking about comforting her. Shen Xinrui was stabbed in the heart by him being so calm, she felt so excessive, he had been back for so long and she hadn’t realized that his eyes were blind. What was even more excessive was that she only thought about Li Yuanhang and never cared about him for a moment. She was contentedly enjoying the guarding and love he gave her, only forgetting that he wasn’t a god, and like Lai Yuanhang, he was an ordinary person who would be in pain and hurt.

“I’m sorry …… Yunsheng ……”

“Xinrui, don’t cry.”

She sobbed uncontrollably, he was gentle and calm.

“I promise you that I won’t see Li Yuanhang anymore, and I won’t get entangled with him anymore. From now on, I am your eyes.”

This is the end. I will spend the rest of my life repaying what I owe you.

Yunsheng, I’m sorry.

On a windy and sunny day, Shen Xinrui returned to the XX village flower cultivation site. This time, along with her, there was also her legitimate husband, Mu Yunsheng, as well as the two identical-looking twins.

Li Yuanhang stood in the distance, silently watching the family of four over there was praised by everyone as a happy family, Shen Xinrui and Mu Yunsheng is a match made in heaven. These are not painful, the most painful is Shen Xinrui actually led the so-called happy family in their mouths to his front, she smiled lightly, pointing to Mu Yunsheng said: “This is my husband, Mu Yunsheng.” Then pointing to the two children, “Our children, Mu Haoxuan, Mu Linfeng.”

As the words fell, Li Yuanhang felt that his heart was stabbed with countless holes in an instant, every word Shen Xinrui said was a knife, sharp and mercilessly piercing his heart full of expectations.

Her husband wasn’t him, it was Mu Yunsheng; their children changed their surnames, Mu Haoxuan, Mu Linfeng.

How ironic, she shouted at the top of her voice that day that she loved him, and he turned around and hugged her, holding each other tightly, thinking that it would last forever.

When he regained hope, looking forward to a happy ending with her, she calmly stabbed him several times.

Lai Yuanhang forced a smile on his face, said blessings on his lips, and the moment he turned to leave, he shed tears very unprofessionally. He rushed into the river like a madman, and in a place where everyone could not see him, he cried and howled madly.

In the days that followed, Shen Xinrui was like nothing had happened, facing him with equanimity, raising her hands and throwing her feet normally, as if all those beautiful words that had been said were his beautiful dream alone, and now that the dream had woken up, the real world was revealed.

Li Yuanhang was unwilling to understand! Why did Shen Xinrui become so fast, obviously before leaving here she said she would be back soon, and said she would eat the meals he cooked.

Why did everything change when she came back this time?

Lai Yuanhang could not understand or think clearly, he looked at Shen Xinrui every day and Mu Yunsheng inseparable, the two close action, as if really love husband and wife, and flow and his same blood of the two children, but also obediently around them to call their father called mother.

Looking at the coziness that belonged to him like that, Lai Yuanhang’s heart repeated the pain of being stabbed every single day, it literally hurt until it went numb, but he wouldn’t give up, and finally found an opening to intercept Shen Xinrui.

“Are you getting back at me? Rui Rui.” Lai Yuanhang opened his mouth hoarsely, the torment of several days in a row made him look haggard and disheveled.

Shen Xinrui had come out to take out the garbage, she didn’t expect to run into Li Yuanhang waiting here, and after hearing his words, she lowered her head in silence. She just didn’t dare to raise her head to look at him, fearing that with just this one glance, her heart would hurt even more, and she would fall into a dilemma even more. On Yunsheng’s side, she really couldn’t fail him anymore.

After thinking about it, Shen Xinrui pretended to be relaxed and replied: ”No ah, what are you talking about, brother Yuanhang! Those long ago things, the past is the past, you don’t need to remember too much ……”

Before her words fell, Li Yuanhang could no longer stand it and fiercely reached out to push her against the short wall on one side.

“Shen Xinrui, are you playing with me?” He questioned sternly, his eyes filled with blood, his expression hideous and appalling. “You gave me hope, why are you trying to erase it with your own hands? I told you, I don’t want anything, I just want you! Why, why do you obviously love me! Why did you do this to me! I know that I did a lot of things to hurt you in the past, so to be loved by you again is a gift from heaven for me! I want to make it up to you, whatever you want me to do, but why did you suddenly back out? Do you know that without you, my life is worse than death!!!”

Li Yuanhang shouted out of control, his hand that was pressing on Shen Xinrui trembled violently, he withdrew his hand with scarlet eyes and punched the wall next to her.

Shen Xinrui was startled, and she was busy reaching out to hold his arm in panic, shouting loudly, “Lai Yuanhang! Don’t you do this!” After speaking, she paused and lowered her eyes, “Yunsheng …… his eyes can’t see. You know, he has done too much for me and my child, I can’t repay it in this life, and I don’t know how to repay it, so I can only stay with him, be his eyes, and take care of him for the rest of my life.”

“We …… no longer have a chance ……”