Chapter 1042 – With Whom Can I Speak?

　　Back in the classroom, Chen Ge sat in his seat.

　　”Dude, why are your eyes red?” Du Ming realized that Chen Ge was a little down in the dumps, “Lost love?”

　　”I realized that there’s a reason why you’re still unpopular even though you study so well.” Chen Ge ignored Du Ming and turned his head to the side as he began to think about another problem.

　　Even in the world behind the door, Zhang Ya was still defending him.

　　In that situation just now, a new teacher not only didn’t help the director, but even took the initiative to defend her own student, which was really quite touching.

　　”In Yu See’s world, besides his family, only that teacher was helping him, and now that I’m going to experience what he’s going through, the person I can rely on the most is Zhang Ya.” Chen Ge was still optimistic, he was now experiencing what happened to Yu See, but the people around him weren’t Yu See’s family, they were family members woven from his own memories.

　　”Lucky people spend their entire lives being healed by their childhood; unfortunate people spend their entire lives healing their childhood.”

　　”Even if one experiences the same things, different families and life circumstances can lead one’s future in different directions.”

　　”He wanted me to understand his despair, and I wanted to tell him about the hope that I had been holding on to in my heart.”

　　”I’ll do what I can to help him before reality collapses and the sea of blood pours in.”

　　”The Underworld Tire never wanted to save him, and I have to make him realize this clearly on his own.”

　　The second class finally passed, and Chen Ge remained on his desk, looking out the window at Liwan Town.

　　In his mind, he had already divided the entire Liwan Town into four areas, southeast, northwest, and north, and if Yu See was not in the school, then he would search one area after another.

　　The class bell rang once again, and Chen Ge finally sat up straight as he flipped open his English textbook after a long time.

　　”After so many years, still can’t understand a single sentence.”

　　Zhang Ya’s voice came from his ears, Chen Ge rested his cheek with one hand, and for the first time, he didn’t have any thoughts of skipping class.

　　Looking at the students from the podium could actually see everything, and Zhang Ya’s gaze would sweep over Chen Ge intentionally or unintentionally, a hint of apology and worry in her eyes.

　　It was hard to make it to the noon dismissal, Chen Ge’s family lived farther away, and he hadn’t been in the habit of going home at noon before, let alone now.

　　When the school bell rang, Chen Ge had already walked out of the classroom, he carried his backpack and walked through the corridor alone, coming to the roof of the school building alone.

　　The sky of the world behind Yu See’s door was perpetually cloudy, and there was never any sunlight.

　　Chen Ge stood on the rooftop and used his Yin pupil, looking down on all the students from above.

　　”Can’t find him, where the hell is that guy hiding? This is his world and he’s disappeared.” Chen Ge clearly remembered a man’s voice in his ear when he first entered the door, that person should be Yu See: “Sinking into the abyss of despair, he should also want to be found and rescued.”

　　While thinking, Chen Ge heard the iron door behind him slam, and Zhang Ya, who was wearing a black suit overskirt, appeared in the doorway.

　　She was also surprised to see Chen Ge, and after a moment, she walked over carrying a light yellow lunchbox, “Aren’t you going home?”

　　”Don’t want to go back, do you? Why did you run to the roof at high noon?”

　　”The cafeteria is too noisy, I prefer to eat in a quiet place, the scenery here is great, and no one is disturbing me.” Zhang Ya walked to Chen Ge’s side and looked at the backpack Chen Ge had been carrying, “Are you still thinking about what happened during the day? What the teacher did was wrong, it’s us who didn’t think it through.”

　　”It’s fine, I also want to thank you, if it wasn’t for you helping me, I would have been caught up by that old bald guy.”

　　”Old baldy?” Zhang Ya didn’t expect Chen Ge to describe Director Shi in such a way and almost laughed out loud, hurriedly twisting her face to the side.

　　Chen Ge’s focus was not on Zhang Ya as he stared intently at the students downstairs, his brows slowly furrowing.

　　The students were almost finished walking, and there was still no sign of Yu See.

　　”You seem to have a lot on your mind? If it’s possible, can you tell me about it? Saying those things out should make your heart feel much better.” Zhang Ya’s voice was very nice, like a wind chime blown by the breeze.

　　”Don’t worry about me, go eat, the food won’t be good if it gets cold in a while.” Chen Ge turned back to look at Zhang Ya, considerate and gentle, if that hadn’t happened, the current Zhang Ya must be very happy.

　　”Do you want to eat together? Auntie in the cafeteria served me a lot, my meal size is especially small, I can’t finish it alone.” Zhang Ya probably just wanted to get closer, she wanted to understand Chen Ge and help this child.

　　”No need, you go eat!” Chen Ge did act like a child, running to the other side and continuing to look towards the downstairs.

　　Regular people might not be able to understand Chen Ge at all, not knowing what he was doing.

　　In the eyes of others, at this moment, Chen Ge’s face was filled with worry, and his eyes carried a maturity that didn’t match his age.

　　The students had already finished leaving, not a single person could be seen in the empty campus, and Chen Ge still hadn’t found Yu See.

　　”Where will he hide? Do I really have to turn over the entire Liwan Town? Is there time to do that? The people around me are looking more and more tired, and something bad is likely to happen if I delay any longer.” Chen Ge was anxious, but it was useless to be anxious.

　　He carried his bag and turned back to find Zhang Ya sitting on a chair against the wall, looking at him the whole time.

　　”I’m sorry for making you worry.” Chen Ge never bothered to hurt people who were nice to him, he carried his bag and sat next to Zhang Ya.

　　Most of the tables and chairs placed on the roof of the building were faulty, defective pieces that no one used.

　　”If you’re unhappy about something, you can really talk to me about it, maybe I can help you out.” Zhang Ya was just too gentle with people, there were people like this in real life, and they were often the first ones to get hurt.

　　Beside Zhang Ya, even in the world behind the door Chen Ge had an inexplicable peace of mind, he put down the backpack that he carried in his hands no matter where he went and moved towards Zhang Ya’s side.

　　”I want to find someone, his name is Yu See.”

　　”Why do you want to find him?”

　　”Because he is the source of all the misfortunes here, and I want to tell him something.”

　　”The source of misfortune?” Zhang Ya didn’t understand what Chen Ge was talking about, “Has he done anything to you, or your family?”

　　”No, I just want to help him.” Chen Ge didn’t know how to say it, he had encountered such things many times in reality. He was the one who came into contact with the world of ghosts and monsters, and all the misfortune, pain, and despair he saw he couldn’t tell anyone else, he could only bear it himself.

　　Even now, he knew that Zhang Ya was long gone, clear about everything, but there was no way to say it.

　　”Actually, I’m quite tired.” Chen Ge gently leaned on Zhang Ya’s shoulder, closed his eyes, and let the wind from the roof of the building blow across his face.

　　Being leaned on by Chen Ge, Zhang Ya initially wanted to dodge, but as she looked at the somewhat familiar face, she didn’t have the patience to push Chen Ge away.