Chapter 57
“There is something urgent,” Situ Ming silently, seemingly unimpressed, “It’s best to go. Let’s eat, I’ll call my daughter out.” He went in to ask Situ Xu Xu to eat.
He went in to ask Situ Xu Xu to eat.
Situ Xu Xu has already gotten up, look face are recovering well, Situ Ming satisfied with a smile and went over, rubbed her head, “Get up, immediately eat.”
Situ Xu Xu smiled, but smelled the smell of fumes on his hands but immediately frowned, covered his mouth and hurried out of bed and ran into the bathroom, and a burst of dry heaving. Situ Ming followed in, asked: “How? Or uncomfortable?”
“May be sleeping too long it ……”
“Oh,” Situ Ming does not move, “wash your face and brush your teeth out to eat.”
At noon Situ Ming made Xu Za like braised fish head, Situ Xu Xu Xu like stir-fried fish fillet, small chicken stewed mushrooms, there is a plate of spicy chicken ding is infrequent dish, no one in their family love to eat spicy.
Xu Za ate the fish head with relish, not realizing that her daughter did not even touch the plate of fish fillets today, but instead ate a bowl of white rice with the spicy diced chicken.
Szeto Ming to the two of them soup, in front of Xu Za he did not show any abnormality. In the afternoon, Xu Za went back to the bureau for something, he purposely sent his wife, and when he came back, he said to Situ Xu Xu who was eating oranges, “Daughter, come in for a moment.”
When he arrived at the study he closed the door and told Situ Xu Xu to sit down, then he scooped out a box of things from his pocket and put it on the table and pushed it in front of Situ Xu Xu.
Situ Xu Xu froze.
It was a box of early pregnancy test paper.
“Dad ……” she was suddenly reminded, and all of a sudden she also thought of it, her face immediately became not so good.
Situ Ming was calm: “It’s okay, you test it first, whether it’s or not, there’s dad, you don’t have a psychological burden.”
Situ Xu Xu “hmm” sound, scooped the box of test paper to get up. Situ Ming sat there quietly waiting, until Situ Xu Xu walked in with a pale face, fell into the chair, incredulous and helpless, called him: “Dad ……”.
She took the test three times, and it was a very clear two purple-red colors.
She was pregnant! Pregnant with Xu Chengchu’s child, the man she had already made up her mind and emotionally cut off!
Situ Xu Xu covered her forehead and crouched on the desk, closing her eyes.
Situ Ming stood up and walked over to his daughter, silently pulling her up and letting her crouch in his arms.
“It’s okay, it’s okay,” he said softly, patting his daughter’s back gently, “It’s a good thing! You’re going to be a mom, and we’re going to be grandparents!”
Situ Xu Xu didn’t cry, she just hugged her dad’s waist tightly, her I.V. closed her eyes and didn’t dare to open them for fear of fainting.
“Tomorrow I’ll take you to the hospital for a checkup, and if it’s confirmed that you’re really having a baby, you need to think hard about your previous decision again. Dad still only asks you to take care of yourself, as long as you are happy, I can do whatever you want to do. However, Situ Xu Xu, you are no longer a person, you can decide your own life as you please, but this child will grow up to be a thinking person like you in the future, you have to think about him as well.”
Situ Xu Xu’s mind is full of children, with the eyes, eyebrows and nose of Seo Seung Snapdragon, which she obviously detests, but her heart is beating with excitement, and she has already envisioned how she will treat him gently and carefully in every scene.
Her heart was in turmoil, and she promised her father in fear, “I know.”
Seo Seung Snap received a call from home saying that Mother Seo had fainted and rushed back.
When he arrived home, the family doctor had already come and was giving Xu mother an infusion, and when he saw him come back and called him out, he politely scolded that his wife’s recent health condition was really bad, and since he was at home, how could he not care about it.
Xu Cheng Snapdragon listened to the apologetic, father went abroad on a study tour, grandmother in the south to recuperate, the family’s affairs, Jing Yu’s illness is Xu mother alone quietly bear, he did not think of leaves and barks mother to share, but also make her for his and Situ’s things bother and hurt.
He really hurt the women around him.
Xu Cheng Snapdragon guarded his mother’s hospital bedside, the heart of another sick, to her phone call is naturally impossible to pick up, he was in a room full of dimly lit a word a word to write a text message, cell phone with so many years, he only a few times to send a text message seems to be and her, to others which have that kind of patience, a phone call a few dozens of seconds to talk about things, a word a word spelling a more a waste of time? But to her, dozens of seconds to finish things, he seems to be eager to stretch into hours. In the past, he didn’t feel anything when he was in the spring, but now he realized in this state of mind, how special he was to her.
Too bad she didn’t care.
Really hung up, can not stay up, he gave Situ Ming went to the phone. Situ Ming tone light, but than that day in the downstairs when the murderous aura has been much better: “She is all right, these two days the mood also slowed down, promised to talk to you.”
; Xu Chengchu was overjoyed and eagerly asked, “Dad, then can I come over to pick her up now?”
“No, you wait for her to inform you.”
“Good!”
Xu Cheng Snapdragon hung up the phone, and just woke up Xu mother said to go out, and went to change clothes to prepare, but he changed clothes, wait and wait but did not wait for Situ Xu Xu’s “notice”. Xu Cheng Snapdragon was restless, running around upstairs and downstairs. When he passed by the garden, Lao Cai called out to him: “Cheng Snapdragon, the roses you planted have set flowers, in a few days, they will probably bloom in New Year’s time.”
Master Snap thought this was a good omen! Ran in and looked, the raw flower bones are still very small, you have to be very careful to see a hint of slight red, he scooped up his cell phone and took a picture, saved it for himself, and sent it to Situ Xu Xu.
He returned to the house in a good mood, only to find that Sun Jingyu had come.
Seeing him at home, Sun Jingyu frowned and asked, ”Didn’t you go out? I came to see auntie, and she’s in her room?”
Xu Chengchu was furious at the sight of her and grabbed her to the living room that was farther away from Mother Xu’s room, “I haven’t settled the score with you yet!”
Sun Jingyu was impatient to tangle with him and calmly said you let go, “Last time in the hospital in front of you couple, it was already made very clear. Xu Chengchu, don’t act like I owe you an explanation, I did intend to tell you in the first place, I called you and told you I was hospitalized with a high fever, what did you say? Seung Snap, if it was Situ Xu Xu lying in the hospital with a high fever, you would have said in that same relaxed tone, ‘It’s okay? Then I’ll come back after the confrontation is over’?”
Xu Cheng Snapdragon was silent.
If it is Situ Xu Xu …… won’t, but where his daughter-in-law can call him to say that he is not comfortable, he even if the military emergency can not immediately rush back, but also will be nervous and heartbroken to the extent that everything is willing to say out of words to comfort.
The same is the character of independent girl, the same is he think can serve as his wife, he is the same sincere concern, but under the same situation, he will never be the same reaction.
“You don’t love me.” Sun Jingyu looked at him calmly, “That’s why I didn’t tell you what I said next. I’m not afraid that you’ll leave me after you know, I do know that you definitely won’t leave me because of this. But why bother, your feelings for me were not love at all, you never even tasted love at that time, why should I tie you up with a sense of responsibility, making things difficult for you as well as myself – even if I’m destined to be childless in this life, it doesn’t necessarily mean that I won’t be able to find a man who genuinely loves me, right? ”
Seo Seung Snap looked up from the silence, he too had calmed down, calmly looking at her until Sun Jing Yu, who had been very calm, slowly, slowly twisted her face away from his gaze, her demeanor, which had never been well camouflaged, cracked open and she wept.
“You’re right, I admit that I do have two emotions towards you and towards Situ Xu Xu.” He looked at her and said, “I’m not thinking that you owe me an explanation, I was thinking that I can’t understand, where in the end I did not do a good job, so that you look down on me so much, do not even bother to ask, unilaterally gave me a death sentence. Now I understand …… you understand before me.”
Sun Jingyu raised her hand to wipe her tears, but they flowed even more fiercely, constantly looking away, but she could not avoid his gaze.
“Don’t look at me like this ……” she couldn’t help it, breaking down, her tears raging even more, “Xu Chengchu, please don’t pity me or poke holes in my pride… …It’s come to this, and pride is all I have left.”
When I lost you, that was already the only thing I had left.
Seo Seung Snap took a step forward and walked to her who was shedding tears. This person that he grew up with, he once thought that he would spend his life with, but in the end, thanks to her, he had gotten the love of his life that he never thought he would get, and she was in such a situation.
He recalled the incident when he was a child, she missed her parents who were far away in the Gobi Beach, she hid in the corner of the study alone and shed tears in silence, he inadvertently found her, she was fiercely scratched, warned him not to say anything about it, seven year old Xu Chengchu already knew that there was a difference between men and women, and endured not to beat her, saying that it was okay for you to shed tears because you were a girl. Nine year old Sun Jingyu jumped into his arms and cried loudly.
Xu Chengchu sighed and reached out his hands to hug her shoulders.
“Sorry …… thank you.” He said simply.
I’m sorry that I didn’t love you.
Thank you, for considering everything for me.
Sun Jingyu didn’t let out any more tears like she did when she was a child, her dull whimpers sounding like hurt little beasts, and the hand that gripped his shirt was so hard that it almost tore through the cotton fabric.
Such a friendly family-style hug had been a farewell, and although no one ever thought of going back, it was hard not to be sentimental when it was really said and done and announced that there was no going back forever.
After all, we were each other’s youthful years.
Soon the two parted in silence, Sun Jingyu wiped her tears, turned toward Xu mother’s room, just walked out two steps, but stopped there.
Xu Chengchu, who was still frozen with anxiety, sensed it and looked up to follow her gaze – in front of the living room, Situ Xu Xu didn’t know how long she had been here, and was standing there quietly watching them.
Seeing them looking over, Situ Xu Xu spoke very calmly, “Sorry to interrupt, I’ve come to scoop up some of my things, is it convenient?”