Chapter 58
Sun Jing Yu at this time full of tears just like, also know that just that embrace must have fallen into the eyes of Situ Xu Xu, although she asked herself not to have any secret thoughts, but after all, their own sentence “in the future, if not necessary do not see each other again” words are still in the ear, always a heart of a weak, froze there.
Situ Xu Xu looked at them, of course, also remembered that sentence, so look at Sun Jing Yu’s gaze is simply condescending, just like not long ago Sun Jing Yu look at her.
In fact, she had wanted to ask Sun Jingyu, ”Did you hear the sound of a slap in the face? It’s so loud!”
Words to the edge of the mouth to think, why bother, a slap is not a slap, she came in to see Xu Cheng Snapdragon that expression, how intoxicated ah, obviously not by Sun Jingyu strong hold.
Sun Jing Yu has not yet fully recovered from the collapse of the emotions, not to mention such an unexpected scene, Stuart Xu Xu’s obvious irony of the gaze, so that she is a rare force of no counterattack, but her only remaining point of self-esteem and does not allow her to be like a weak woman to lower her head to the silence, coughed a sound, she reluctantly was about to open his mouth to speak, Xu Cheng Snapdragon from the back over and said: “Here is not your business, you should do what! Do what you need to do.” His footsteps did not stop, said while walking towards Situ Xu Xu. The last trace of stubbornness in Sun Jingyu’s eyes went out, no longer struggling, walked away.
Xu Chengchu looked calm and composed in his steps, but in fact, he was very nervous in his heart, staring at Situ Xu Xu without blinking a glance.
I wonder how much she heard, I wonder what she misinterpreted that last hug as?
His heart panicked, Situ that distantly looked at his cold demeanor, as if these few steps between them had already separated the abyss of ten thousand fathoms, and he could not step over it with another big step, and she would watch him fall to the bottom and do nothing about it.
“Are you well?” Walking within touching distance of her, Xu Chengchu finally let out a sigh of relief and asked carefully.
In fact, Situ Xu Xu completely did not want to stage the drama of turning around and flying away without listening to the explanation, she was very calm, more calm than the kind of calm he pretended to be, calmly said, “Thanks to your blessing.”
Xu Cheng Snapdragon listened only thinking it was sarcasm, but he could only pretend he didn’t understand, and softly said to her, “Don’t stand here, let’s go upstairs and talk.”
“I heard my dad say that your mom is sick, so I came over to see her and pick up some of my things on the way.” Situ didn’t tangle with him verbally, and said dryly, “But since someone’s already here, I’d better visit another time. What are you going to say to me? Will it take long? Is it all right if I pack first?”
She was so indifferent, practically treating him as a passerby already, Xu Cheng Snap’s heart certainly felt bad, stoically whispering, “If you want to make any decisions about our relationship, you have to listen to my explanation first, right? I haven’t spoken to you properly since I came back.”
“Then go upstairs and talk about it,” Situ Xu Xu pondered for a moment and tugged the corners of his mouth in a smile, “Lest you talk about the emotional part and hug me again, and then be seen by others coming out. It’s too disgusting.”
She used that contemptuous and disgusting tone again to say that he was disgusting, and the knot in Xu Chengchu’s throat moved, hard to hold back.
Having only said a few words, his heart had already been stabbed by her several times, and he truly felt pain. Just like a few days ago, she spat out at him that moment, her cold gaze, tone of contempt, like a knife “puh puh puh” □ his blood rich heart, the end of the hilt, blood flowed all over the ground.
Once upon a time, he always thought that he did not have and did not need to have any sense of inferiority, Xu Cheng Snapdragon, in Situ Xu Xu here finally learned what it is like to be “ashamed of oneself”.
It really hurts, but he can only endure it.
Since having her, he really tasted the full flavor of this emotional richness.
Situ Xu Xu left behind the silent and stoic Xu Cheng Snapdragon, and went upstairs to their wedding room to pack their own things. The luggage back from the south still has some storage bags that she didn’t have time to unpack, so she just reloaded them into the suitcase, and she moved quickly. Seo Seung Snap held back that bout of embarrassing seizures and followed her up, looking at the way she packed with her back to the doorway, her heart rolling with torment like a frying pan again.
He walked over, closed the box, and asked her, “Where are you packing these to go?”
“You don’t think I’m going to keep living here, do you?” He squeezed her wrist a little, and Stu tried to struggle, gave up, and said, “Will you let go? I’m in a condition where I shouldn’t get emotional.”
She didn’t even want to have the physical contact of punching him, it seemed that she was really disgusted with him. Seo Seung Snap’s hand let go, and his feeble fist fell to his side.
He had never tasted deep, deep frustration like this moment.
“Situ, I don’t know what to explain to you, a lot of things I only recently know the inside …… story I don’t even know what you are most angry in your heart, dissatisfied with me, I can’t think of anything, I feel very tired of moving around.” He is really powerless, face also don’t want, try to say the true thoughts in his heart to her.
“Mom and dad they are all right, our marriage is too hasty.” Situ Xu Xu didn’t have any surprise or touched, she opened the suitcase and continued to pack while saying like an unusual chat, “We don’t understand each other at all, when we’re in hot love, our eyes are full of each other’s goodness, and our bad temper is treated as a rare hot blood – I’m not accusing you, I’m no better than you are to Where.”
Xu Cheng Snapdragon said the truth after the fear that she laughed at himself, embarrassed and apprehensive, but did not wait for half a minute he imagined her reaction, listening to her such cold judgment of their marriage, he immediately blood rushed into the brain, “can you talk about the matter?”
“What’s there to talk about? It was wrong from the start, and no matter how it develops later on, it’s nothing more than making a mistake and adding to it.” Situ Xu Xu said very calmly, “What I said that day was not angry words, you really are not the person I want, you are not my wish, you are a dream of mine, now the dream has woken up.”
“Situ, you simply make me feel like the same thing you sell on the shelves in your store, enter the keyword just pops out, gleefully buy it back and play with it for a few days, think it’s not suitable, don’t like it anymore, and now casually want to throw it away.” Xu Cheng Snap said coldly.
“Almost.” Situ Xu Xu actually expressed her approval seriously, then said, “But I didn’t want to throw it away, after all, it cost quite a lot. If you buy something you don’t like, you can return it.”
“So you want to replace me now?!” Xu Chengchu felt that vein on his forehead jumping out of control again.
Situ Xu lowered his eyes and spoke in a calm tone, “Quality issues, are refundable.”
“……” Xu Cheng Snapdragon’s fingers pressed against his forehead, trying to make his emotions under control, “Situ, I don’t want to fight with you, I’m afraid that I can’t control myself for a moment to speak again and hurt you, also please understand me, I don’t have a thick skin to the point that I won’t be hurt by anything you say.”
“Then stop talking about it. I’m leaving.” She had already packed up and closed the case.
How could Seo Seung Snap let her go, “You’re not allowed to go anywhere! Stay by my side!”
Situ Xu Xu kept reminding herself that emotional excitement was not good for the fetus, but she couldn’t help it in the end, raising her eyes to meet his already angry eyes. The two of them met each other’s eyes, both of them had already lost their senses due to their resentment, Situ Xu Xu sneered and asked him, “Stay by your side for what? Your mom is sick and needs me to take care of her? She has a daughter ah, serving the sick bed, leisure can also be with your hands relative to tears, embracing memories of the year, want me to be present for what? As a symbol, do you provide the thrill of cheating?”
“Situ Xu Xu!” Seo Seung Snap stormed out.
“That’s not a good thing to say, is it? Who told you to be a nuisance when I’m calm and quiet? The truth is not even very nice to hear.” She sneered and laughed, “Like when I asked you why you married me? You said you didn’t know, you just caught a random one and married her. In fact, you just need a woman to run the house for you, give birth to children, warm your bed when you’re at home, serve your parents and family when you’re not there, and best of all, listen to you and obey you completely. Xu Cheng Snapdragon, with your little IQ, you can’t even pretend to be affectionate, don’t act as if you’re so special to me, what love at first sight, but it’s just a matter of seeing color.”
Xu Chengchu was slammed by her sentence by sentence, slamming her to the bone, so angry that both eyes are black, gritted his teeth and said, “That’s how you see me …… well, well! Situ Xu Xu, I am like this in your eyes, I counted today to learn!”
“Compared to me in your eyes is nothing more than a tool, or a disobedient, need to be repaired from time to time tool, Xu Chengchu, I have already valued you enough, you even if you are treated as the same thing by me, but also a luxury, how much I paid for this, a lifetime was changed …… you know enough. ”
Primrose master hair to stand up one by one, from the lungs, ribs and then to the heart, the whole heart of the fiery pain can not breathe, in order to prevent by her angry or angry demolition of the house, twisted his head and left.
Head buzzing all her sharp-edged words, have walked to the door, he really can not help, hate turned back to coldly sneer at her, “see color? You really think you’re a fairy, don’t you? I have seen the beautiful woman on the truck mount, if I see the color of desire, it is your turn?”
His words just fell, Situ Xu Xu ruthlessly smashed over a buckwheat pillow, he easily head tilted to avoid, the heavy small pillow face to face smashed into his mother who just happened to push the door to enter.
Xu mother sent Sun Jingyu out the door, after the first floor stairway to listen to them arguing upstairs, she waited for a while to listen to the more noisy more fierce, thought to have to come up to persuade a persuasive, hurriedly up the stairs to see the door of their room hidden, she was anxious to knock on the knock will be pushed the door into the face of a dark shadow smashed over …… Xu mother where to avoid, a smashed eyes The woman staggered two steps and held the door before standing still.
Half a lifetime of pampered women, when have had such an experience, a moment of anger, but not good to blame the daughter-in-law, can only reprimand his son: “How to also start a hand! There is no point appearance!”
Situ Xu Xu hurriedly apologized, while Xu Chengchu went to help Xu mother, took the box downstairs and left. Old Cai was busy working in the garden, and when he saw her walking out of the house with her head down, he smiled and raised his voice and said, “Xu Xu! The roses that Cheng Snapdragon planted for you are about to bloom!”
Situ Xu Xu “bang” dropped the box in her hand, went into the garden and uprooted the few roses whose flowers were just green, then whispered “Uncle Cai, I’m sorry”, and in Uncle Cai’s astonished gaze, carried the suitcase and walked out without looking back.
Situ Xu Xu, she said to herself in her heart, you are even less intelligent than Xu Chengchu! Otherwise how could you be swayed by a single MMS and think that he still cares about you in his heart at least?
You and the rose is the same, he had time, mood watering a little, most of the time by him to be left behind, to the full bloom of the flower season that should be, is his credit, otherwise, can not be happy all your fault.
Give up! Your child will love you as much as you love him with all your heart and soul, and he will prefer you to raise him alone, even if it is hard but happy, than to humble yourself to give him a complete family.